Tuesday, January 12, 2010

Breaking Point

Why can't I just sympathize? No. Instead, I must empathize. I hate it! It's so much easier to say "I'm sorry," to someone who's life is hell, and it's another thing empathizing with them and feeling the daily strain and stress of everything piling on at once. PLUS all the stuff going on in my own life.

There are a few ways to fix this, but they are all so hard...

Le sigh.

I know what I can do, what I can't do, and what I don't want to do.

They all happen to be the same thing.


Until next time,
--Miss Sarcastic

Sunday, January 10, 2010

Shiver Me Timbers

First thing's first: I know I haven't posted in a few months. You see, the thing about being a college student who also works 20+ hours a week while taking 17 hours of mostly science-based classes is this --> you have hardly any extra time to do stuff. Facebook doesn't count: I can do it from my phone.

It's another lonely night. Sarah (<--amazing roomie) is in Austin for the night, and Kevin is at his house. The children are my company. Children = Buckminster (11wk old kitty <3), Henry (a slightly retarded dog), Tweak (a recently electrocuted cat who had a personality transplant), and Arcee [aka Lil' Girl] (our cute rat). I love animals. If I did not have them here, I'd be going insane since I'd be the only breathing thing here outside of the poltergeist that haunts this place. Do poltergeists even breathe?

I don't want the semester to start. I enjoy college station during the breaks --> it means that there is like 40,000 less stupid drivers. This greatly pleases me. I'm also taking some hard classes this semester... organic chemistry II aka 'hell' and calculus. I usually love math, but I have done no math since Fall semester of freshman year. Quite a bit ago. I wonder if I even know where my scientific calculator is...hmm.

Still thinking of a certain situation that I think I'm going to change. I've been praying about it and I really feel that the Lord is telling me to pursue what has been on my heart. I don't really feel like writing exactly what it is here, though.

Alright, sorry for the useless post. It's 3:06 and I can't sleep *cue Shinedown*. Seriously, though... I suppose I'll just take a muscle relaxer and some benedryl to sleep. HEY! Don't confuse me with a pill-popper. I'm under doctor's orders :)

Sleep well my children,
-Miss Sarcastic

ps - IT IS SO COLD! What is this thing you call winter and where did it come from? This is Texas!